I did not want to do second year and I decided to go like the day before school started. I actually missed the first day of school because of my work not knowing I was coming to school. I went into work and told my boss that I was coming to school and that my schedule would change. She said that it wouldn’t work out because they needed me there early in the morning. I asked her if I needed to start looking for another job. She said no I’ll make it work and then she hands me papers for review and a raise.

Thursday’s Result in my life:

I had wondered why I wasn’t seeing breakthrough in my finances because I tithe and I give I just wasn’t getting results like everyone else. I had a dream. I was standing at an airport getting ready to go out of the country. I had a duffel bag, a small suit case, and a backpack. Where I was going I couldn’t pack anything into the baggage part of the airplane because I just couldn’t. I didn’t know why I just wasn’t allowed. So I tried to shove everything I had into these three bags. I got up to go through security and they told me that I could only take two bags. So I took everything from the carry on suit case and tried to shove it into either the backpack or the duffel bag. I tried to go through security again and they said, “Ma’am you are still carrying on too much, you are not allowed on this plane until you get rid of some of your things.” I woke up right after that knowing that inside I had a hard time letting things go; in other words I had a hard time being cheerful in my giving. This dream reminded me of what God is calling me to do and that I wasn’t going to reach my full potential until I let some things go. I wouldn’t fulfill what God is calling me to do until my full trust was in him and I wouldn’t be able to step onto the plane (aka my next level in my relationship with God) until I was able to give some things up. Today something broke on the inside of me. I can’t put my finger on it but I just know something is different on the inside of me. I don’t feel like I need to hold on to everything because my trust is in Him and in Him alone…..Jill S.